Sorrow, satin, and finding joy in the little things

Have you ever been so stressed and then suddenly the weight of the worry lifts? Then joy floods and you are in a state of…. thankfulness! It’s like the rainbow of God’s promise after a storm. โ›ˆ ๐ŸŒˆ That’s how I’ve been feeling lately and I want to tell you a little bit about it. Maybe I’ll say more later, but for now… a little bit. ๐Ÿ˜˜

Our family has felt like we are in a flash flood lately, but I didn’t come here to complain about it… I came to encourage you in your storm. You see, lately I’ve come to understand that life truly is difficult. BUT no matter how hard the wind and rain try to break you, there’s nothing like hiding under the Solid Rock for safety. And yes, when I write, “solid rock” I mean Jesus.

Our world felt like it was about to cave in at any second, but God saw us in our helplessness and He not only showed us repeatedly how much He cares, but He showed me that no matter what happens, He is still good and still has good plans for me & my family.

Our son has a health condition that puts him at a heightened risk for something horrible. I can’t even write the word right now. Every few months we have to monitor his abdomen for tumors. When the doctor called a few months ago telling us they found a spot on the ultrasound we were beyond worried while we waited for the next ultrasound. I like to control things and fix things and it was something I could neither control nor fix. All we could do was turn to the One who controls the winds and the rain. That was a very difficult month this summer.

Then there was the inconclusive job search. Endless applications and phone calls. Interviews and waiting. Hoping. Waiting. Praying and praying more. Still waiting and looking.

The retail job I took in the meantime (while also trying to grow my business at night) was excruciating for a few reasons, but I was happy to be there if it helped my family. Until I nearly passed out from exhaustion, and suffered from inexplicable leg weakness and shaking. There were trips to the doctor to rule out anything serious. Tests and more tests. Still tests.

BUT GUESS WHAT?!? It’s those difficult times in the storm– the health scares, the job insecurity, the longing for the thing you want most– that teach us to be better people who are stronger and more empathetic. But only if we choose to let God take the sharp, broken pieces of our souls and rebuild them into something better. We can’t do it on our own, we need the ultimate Creator to come and remake us into a colorful mosaic… one that tells a story of triumph and love.

Life is hard. And I wish I could make all of the worries disappear, but life can still be beautiful and full of laughter once you find your strength in Christ alone. I know that’s the only way I was able to get through this summer and even now as we continue on an uncertain path. ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผโœจ๐Ÿ’–

Now for some girl talk… recently I was feeling like I needed to wear something a little special, but I still wanted to be comfy. Do you ever feel like that? I skimmed my closet, forgetting about this lil number and was delighted to see these dainty little polka dots on the soft satin fabric! It’s absolutely a delight to toss on this gorgeous champagne blouse from Shein! So comfy!

This top is found here: https://us.shein.com/Mock-Neck-Polka-Dot-Satin-Top-p-770011-cat-1733.html

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I am wearing a size medium, which I think fits true to size. I especially love that the sleeves are long enough for me because I’m 5’10”

I’m not perfect, my life isn’t perfect, I’m not a saint, my kitchen usually isn’t this clean, I say what pops in my head too often, and my hair isn’t usually done, but from one flawed girl to another, we’ve got this one life and it will be hard but we can still have JOY!

If you are going through a storm right now, I’d love to hear about your journey and what you are learning through it. I’d also love to pray for your strength in the difficult times.

Xo,

Kellie

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